Thursday, March 31
oh yes yes. its coming (: guess ! its april fools' haha.
just about 1 hr and 32 more minutes !(:
haha and yes ive prepared a wishlist ! (:
i need hairclips and are awfully beautiful[ found in sam ho's purse] t clips up my chio chio fringe so tht i can stay awake in class (: see how geek i am ?
see ! im making an effort t be really focused all the way !
haha. oh and i need a pair of shoes ! mine is hurting me !
im having big feet soon ! cheers for me ! i hope t get a pretty pair !
haha. i need also t save for a hair trim so i can have my beautiful long hair back soon ! (:
and i need a new swimming costume cos its really t small for me t fit ! and i really wanna get a nice one ! (:
plus saving for japan trip ! $1890 ?!
this wld be killing me and tearing my wallet apart ! :/
haha. i think im learning t appreciate crescent percussionists more ! i realised tht i had been taking them for granted and im sorry. i'll try t be patient alrights ? (: as u knw teaching can really be torturous. but i'll be abit more tolerant ok (:
hmm. i want t get my mummy the best present !
which is t stay home tht day and make her happiest on tht day !
i shall think of what i can contribute t add the collection of junk ive been giving her year aft year and i hope i cld make smth real unique this yr !
any tips please feel free t advice me ! (: will be very much appreciated !
i wish i wish t be able t finish all my hmwk and catch up with loh loh.
i didnt purposely owe u so much hmwk kay ! im trying too !
now now. saving money is what im gonna do !
tml got crescentian day and aft tht we're gng t sch t try the hall.
brings back perc fest memories.
which reminds me. i have another thing t save for ! the camp ! and church camp !
camps yippy. i love campings (:
i wish i wish. tht i can pass the audition this yr.
bet the judge wld nt be as lenient at ngoh 2 yrs ago.
i shall try hard ! what school shld i go ?! hmmm.
hmm syf ! 15 april ! i just hope this wld be the best present sent from above !
so many things happening on this very day.
im so looking forward t getting a gold with honours !
i knw we can ! (:
the best is yet t be ! (:
i knw i havent been putting in my best in everything i do.
im sorry.. ):
lord of the dance is coming t singapore !!!
i want t watch ! the ticket is so expensive !
haha anyone out there willing t get tickets for me ? (:
hint* (:
haha. oh wells.
im a small lil girl with huge ambitions !
let me dive into the deep ocean and swim over t find u daddy ! (:
let me run miles and miles just t go over t look for YOU ! (:
figo i missed u. missed ure presence. hope tht ure back when someone just ring the doorbell. missed ure whines when i leave the hse without u. missed the time i sneaked u into the room so i cld spend the time with u at night and u wun have t suffer in the cage alone.. and let u out in the morning when nobody's awake yet.
let me travel. travel t the far end of the endless road. just t spend time with all my treasured ones with all the troubles cast aside.
let me smile ! (:
just about 1 hr and 32 more minutes !(:
haha and yes ive prepared a wishlist ! (:
i need hairclips and are awfully beautiful[ found in sam ho's purse] t clips up my chio chio fringe so tht i can stay awake in class (: see how geek i am ?
see ! im making an effort t be really focused all the way !
haha. oh and i need a pair of shoes ! mine is hurting me !
im having big feet soon ! cheers for me ! i hope t get a pretty pair !
haha. i need also t save for a hair trim so i can have my beautiful long hair back soon ! (:
and i need a new swimming costume cos its really t small for me t fit ! and i really wanna get a nice one ! (:
plus saving for japan trip ! $1890 ?!
this wld be killing me and tearing my wallet apart ! :/
haha. i think im learning t appreciate crescent percussionists more ! i realised tht i had been taking them for granted and im sorry. i'll try t be patient alrights ? (: as u knw teaching can really be torturous. but i'll be abit more tolerant ok (:
hmm. i want t get my mummy the best present !
which is t stay home tht day and make her happiest on tht day !
i shall think of what i can contribute t add the collection of junk ive been giving her year aft year and i hope i cld make smth real unique this yr !
any tips please feel free t advice me ! (: will be very much appreciated !
i wish i wish t be able t finish all my hmwk and catch up with loh loh.
i didnt purposely owe u so much hmwk kay ! im trying too !
now now. saving money is what im gonna do !
tml got crescentian day and aft tht we're gng t sch t try the hall.
brings back perc fest memories.
which reminds me. i have another thing t save for ! the camp ! and church camp !
camps yippy. i love campings (:
i wish i wish. tht i can pass the audition this yr.
bet the judge wld nt be as lenient at ngoh 2 yrs ago.
i shall try hard ! what school shld i go ?! hmmm.
hmm syf ! 15 april ! i just hope this wld be the best present sent from above !
so many things happening on this very day.
im so looking forward t getting a gold with honours !
i knw we can ! (:
the best is yet t be ! (:
i knw i havent been putting in my best in everything i do.
im sorry.. ):
lord of the dance is coming t singapore !!!
i want t watch ! the ticket is so expensive !
haha anyone out there willing t get tickets for me ? (:
hint* (:
haha. oh wells.
im a small lil girl with huge ambitions !
let me dive into the deep ocean and swim over t find u daddy ! (:
let me run miles and miles just t go over t look for YOU ! (:
figo i missed u. missed ure presence. hope tht ure back when someone just ring the doorbell. missed ure whines when i leave the hse without u. missed the time i sneaked u into the room so i cld spend the time with u at night and u wun have t suffer in the cage alone.. and let u out in the morning when nobody's awake yet.
let me travel. travel t the far end of the endless road. just t spend time with all my treasured ones with all the troubles cast aside.
let me smile ! (:
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Friday, March 25
oh what crap. i still cant tag. anyway. grace hello ! yea keller cheers brought me wonderful memories too. cheers everyone. anyway. i wun be coming online for quite some time alrd. im under supervision. not doing well in anything. im too lousy. let me be locked in my room and create miracle !
09:04
Thursday, March 24
oh. finally yxin is free t come online. t have this little chance of coming online.
im scared.
im scared.
i just realised i seriously have alot of phobias. not only do i have stage fright. i have ball phobia. im scared of talking t crowds. big crowd or small. im scared of getting hurt. im scared of failures. im scared of disappointment. im scared of being alone though i wanna be independent[so ironic]im scared of seeing my friends sad and i cld do nothing t help them. im scared..im scared..
i dun dare t tell anyone but i am afraid. i like friends' company but im really scared of offending them. yet i want t make them happy. i like t see my friends laugh. see them being happy with me and nt get bored being with me. but sometimes im boring. :/ this is so sad. i think none of my friendship can last except a few. because whenever one blossoms den i'll be afraid t get too close because being too close i'll be more afraid tht i'll disappoint them in the friendship. haix. i really hope t have blossomed friendships. be it in class or in band or in outside life. maybe im greedy. i dunno. but i really want ! :/
i love and cherish my monsters.
i love my NEWEST RECRUIT MONSTER.
i love dexxykangkongcynnyjsnraffylianlianQIQIchardmoo- i simply love all of them t bits, no to ions. t elements. t the smallest component found in them. i just love them ! they make me smile alot alot.
i really cherish the dearest ppl in my life.
my mummy.
my sister.
my brother.though we're nt v close but i still love him.
i love the ppl in school who are dear t me.
yuting.evon.teoteozhixin.dinie.soph.kat.jessica.wanteng.kalai.jeslin.kav.gracee.melissachua.jing ru.zel.ahma.zuraidah.jerilyn.nicole.revathi.nabilah.ying jia.THERESAbear.yinxi.bernice.chernise.denise.cherlynn.jean.shermin.peiting.xi ling.dorothy.priscilla.melody.kahmin.eeling.christine.xinliang.ersalina.abi.diniah.rachel.liyana.aishah.adilah.sarina.sui ying.there must be more.but for now yes these ppl.
ilove them all too.yes.everyone tht had crossed my path will definitely have a place in my heart.
i might nt have mentioned ure name but ure definitely here.
primary school friends too.
callista.candice.eileen.samantha.gerlin.melissayip.melissachew.mervin.siva.timothy.xingwei.jin yuan.jonathan.kenny.sebastian.andrew.weiyang.siying.lily.i knw theres alot more.but i cant rmbr their names. im sorry ! but yes ! i did nt forget u ppl !
come t think of it. i really missed pri school life. i missed all those friends tht i cldnt have enuf time t spare with them.it was such a pity.
wells. i spent too much time online. but i really liked this entry. it really brought me all fondest memories and i will not forget all my friends. (:
im scared.
im scared.
i just realised i seriously have alot of phobias. not only do i have stage fright. i have ball phobia. im scared of talking t crowds. big crowd or small. im scared of getting hurt. im scared of failures. im scared of disappointment. im scared of being alone though i wanna be independent[so ironic]im scared of seeing my friends sad and i cld do nothing t help them. im scared..im scared..
i dun dare t tell anyone but i am afraid. i like friends' company but im really scared of offending them. yet i want t make them happy. i like t see my friends laugh. see them being happy with me and nt get bored being with me. but sometimes im boring. :/ this is so sad. i think none of my friendship can last except a few. because whenever one blossoms den i'll be afraid t get too close because being too close i'll be more afraid tht i'll disappoint them in the friendship. haix. i really hope t have blossomed friendships. be it in class or in band or in outside life. maybe im greedy. i dunno. but i really want ! :/
i love and cherish my monsters.
i love my NEWEST RECRUIT MONSTER.
i love dexxykangkongcynnyjsnraffylianlianQIQIchardmoo- i simply love all of them t bits, no to ions. t elements. t the smallest component found in them. i just love them ! they make me smile alot alot.
i really cherish the dearest ppl in my life.
my mummy.
my sister.
my brother.though we're nt v close but i still love him.
i love the ppl in school who are dear t me.
yuting.evon.teoteozhixin.dinie.soph.kat.jessica.wanteng.kalai.jeslin.kav.gracee.melissachua.jing ru.zel.ahma.zuraidah.jerilyn.nicole.revathi.nabilah.ying jia.THERESAbear.yinxi.bernice.chernise.denise.cherlynn.jean.shermin.peiting.xi ling.dorothy.priscilla.melody.kahmin.eeling.christine.xinliang.ersalina.abi.diniah.rachel.liyana.aishah.adilah.sarina.sui ying.there must be more.but for now yes these ppl.
ilove them all too.yes.everyone tht had crossed my path will definitely have a place in my heart.
i might nt have mentioned ure name but ure definitely here.
primary school friends too.
callista.candice.eileen.samantha.gerlin.melissayip.melissachew.mervin.siva.timothy.xingwei.jin yuan.jonathan.kenny.sebastian.andrew.weiyang.siying.lily.i knw theres alot more.but i cant rmbr their names. im sorry ! but yes ! i did nt forget u ppl !
come t think of it. i really missed pri school life. i missed all those friends tht i cldnt have enuf time t spare with them.it was such a pity.
wells. i spent too much time online. but i really liked this entry. it really brought me all fondest memories and i will not forget all my friends. (:
19:16